Sabado, Mayo 21, 2011

Grey to Fuchsia

Ave Maria:-)

Sunday in Manila..hope you're getting a day off, time to rest your spirit, enjoy the comfort of your home, be with the family... if you must.. ok do the laundry- but keep that sacred space for your time with the Lord, it being His official day
Watta week that passed by, fatigue of all hues threatening to cast its dark gloomy glow... by Friday twas a full-grown migraine, can't blame that on people or goings-on-- the weather here is crazy, the ground so hot, you feel like Pillsbury pancake waiting for the blueberry jam to be spread on you-- and then on tv they say , a killer typhoon is on its way -- ahhh ok, so first it must be the killer heat , before the killer typhoon...in the meantime, be gracious and ultra patient in your misery, hehe -- not quite succeeding--------> here's a teensy-weensy confession, of course twasn't just the heat -- be truthful gurl---Ok, so when things don't go our way, orrrr...when people "get" in the way--as tho' you thought your way of doing things was the best and correct??c'mon!............when life refuses to be just that "simple walk in the park" and instead purposefully takes the meaner route: "a lot of abrupt turns, ravines, cliffs to your right and left, rough roads...and no signposts to warn you--ay yah yay all that plus the sweltering heat will spell humongous head-ache . hu-hu-hu thank you, Jesus.

On the other hand , when we suffer the insufferable, it provides the splendid opportunity to call on the LORD and really mean it.. to pray and make a conscious effort to establish that "connection" with God..to not be content with knowing He'll hear you anyway.. but to not stop until you know for sure He's at the other end of the line. this is what we call insistent, persistent,"my-life- and-sanity-depends-on You , Lord" prayer...hahaha.

Many things are happening, life has taken on many hues, I have flamingo reds...ultraviolets.. soft pinks and pale lemon yellows..greys and beiges threaten to spoil the day... concretely this means...dear friends and family members seriously ill, usual quota of life's challenges...my son discovering adult life--- first job (there's nothing quite like it, is there?) as a parent we want to be with them in all major experiences -- but we can't and we mustn't, they must learn on their own, and we parents have to be content with being their prayer warrior and the shoulder to cry on when things don't turn out alright.

 On the community front, we must bear with the see-saw of serving the Lord..you have your win-win days, when all or most are brimming with fire, love and zeal... then you have the days when "whoaaa...where'd everybody go?" ...Those fifty and  above getting more attuned to the reality that we are aging, that time is pure gold and that we must not waste what grace God allows us to have--- pass on what you can, do it now and do it well is what God begs from us. The youth taking a deep breath before it's "Pasukan nahhh!!!!" mode... the senior youth always taking a deep breath as they slug thru taking care of their babies and working full-time carreers (Kathleen texts :"Ate..help pray for us matindi ang sore eyes na kumapit sa ming lahat!" ...santissima santo ....

 I've learned a precious lesson these past 6 months...just be content with what and who is there at each given moment...that is what God allows..that is what God has meant to be..and that is the way God's grace will operate perfectly if we trust the Lord enough. 
Friday's prayer meeting went well...the migraine not enough to prevent God's grace from shining thru...people pray for us...prayer lifts the fog... songs melt and wash away debris in our hearts...for the longest time..we have integrated modules inside the prayer meeting.
with the hope that our faith will be strengthened as we gain more knowledge about the Lord and His love for us..what can I say...?

Ignorance is the Real Killer.
di baleng mamatay pero to die becoz we didn't know the truth makes us like Dobol-Dead pork sold on the black market.

This is the verse that inspires us to make an effort to learn more about our Lord.
Romans 10:17 Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word of Christ...
At last Friday Bro. Art says with authority, we have so many modules, prayer meetings, seminars, holy masses...but all these will be a waste or will be futile if we donot share it with others and learn to apply these teachings in our daily life. Apply..apply..apply..kundi useless ang lahat!
Amen Bro. Art, Amen !

Meantime we must wait..wait on the Lord.

Pero cgue lang nang cgue..I believe in breakthroughs... perhaps for some..for the time being, it's just a regular prayer meeting and just one of those modules about the gospel or the prophets or whatever topic... but one Shining Day... our soul will connect to God's Word..the teaching will come alive, the words jump at us with such a mighty force.. We can't remain Unaffected.Something Snaps.And that is the stronghold of satan and sin on us.
God's Word finally frees us from the snare becoz we are given the grace of an open contrite heart, and we recieve the Word who is Jesus Christ joyously.a Glorious Day indeed!


So I choose to be happy... to be content and to trust the Lord . One afternoon for the first time ever...Dilbert chose to play badminton with me on the street.That for me was light shining thru and a pure golden moment.Maybe it will happen again , maybe it will not.One thing is sure God loves us so and His eyes are on us every single moment , not to condemn us ..but to watch out for us..to save us! thanks be to God.

Sunday...sweet Sunday!

Btw.... after visiting dear Sis.Celine who just checked out of the hospital for gall bladder trouble....Josh nags me about the summer outing -- just a swimmin' party of our youth at a friend's home. I am like: "Josh pass muna ako... sakit ng ulo 3 days nah.."
He won't have it, we pick up Cherie,Ging tags along...we reach the subdivision by taxi and the rest is history.

Kendi gets wet in the rain running after Quentin who has taken a No Fear stance where swimming is concerned....After an hour and a half...Mye:"Ano, 'day ligo na tao? Kendi:"Ate , pag di ako naligo, mag kakasakit ako." Sita:"Halika marami akong swimsuit dun."
Hmmmm....divine appointment in the offing?

From dreary grey to fuchsia pink...what can I day? Only love can drive away a migraine attack.praise you Jesus!.

Enjoy the vids and pix.



Splash http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1904859655393.2106778.1058791569&l=3dde293a4a
Have a happy Sunday! love , Mye

Lunes, Mayo 16, 2011

I Am a Warrior

Ave Maria:)
 
For some strange reason ,I am getting my fill of warrior movies on HBO and other cable channels...Last Sat. by a stroke of luck, Josh told me The Last Samurai would be showing..starring Tom Cruise and this Japanese actor I so love- Ken Watanabe--- a bit about this epic movie:  The film stars Tom Cruise (who also co-produced) in the role of American soldier Nathan Algren, whose personal and emotional conflicts bring him into contact with samurai warriors in the wake of the Meiji Restoration in the Empire of Japan in 1876 and 1877.

The film's plot was inspired by the 1877 Satsuma Rebellion led by Saigō Takamori, and also on the stories of Jules Brunet, a French army captain who fought alongside Enomoto Takeaki in the earlier Boshin War and Frederick Townsend Ward, an American mercenary who helped Westernize the Chinese army by forming the Ever Victorious Army.

The amazing, harsh sometimes graceful fight scenes , the drama, the cinematography ,the human values depicted  the script..many times poetic...makes you think and internalize yourself--all these elements are just excellent enough to get those Academy Award nominations... we have to give it to Tom Cruise, he did go out of his way to make really good movies especially mid-part of his career.
What was the other movie? natch... Heartthrob the Brad Pitt was on the tv screen playing the most handsome Achilles -ever in the digital-effects glossed Troy --but  never mind the digital effects..it was bearable and actually added to the grandeur that the movie tried to convey-- ahh those were the centuries of war and gore , when men stood in awe of powerful kings and valiant, loyal warriors -- when men did not resort to viral or nuclear bomb attacks to win wars...but really pitted strength against strength, courage against courage, where intelligence and cunning were lethal combinations that won wars against all odds ! When men were not afraid to die for the causes they believed in. What a hopeless romantic I am, tell you that.uh-huh.


On Sundays too.. tho'I haven't been able to catch succeeding episodes , they have this Spartacus movie series, no doubt inspired by the cult movie Gladiator.. the treatment given by the director here in Spartacus ---> a combination of epic war genre and some comic book, computer game effects borrowed, everything exaggerated from colors, lighting, fight scenes executed, with blood flowing in slow-mo... I wonder if this is the way action movies will be produced from hereon...we don't need to exaggerate war..it already is violent in itself..but I guess the  modern audience appetites are not easily satisfied.
This Spartacus has an eerie dark side to it, I can't quite put my finger into it , it plays late late nite and that's good becoz, there are a lot of sexy scenes and gore not fit for children. But who tells kids what they may and may not watch these days.We old folks would be the last to know.



It's the perfect timing for me on a personal note..watching these movies one after the other.Hey, I must be on Gladiator mode myself-- or am I being roused by the Lord to wake up and "fight"..not sleep thru difficult circumstances of life..not be passive or afraid as different challenges /trials come and especially when these will affect matters of faith and attitude in life.


Let's see at 53.. 'am awfully tempted to splurt been there did that...
this would include all growing up pains from childhood, pre-teen years.. pag- da- dalaga... and then going on discovery mode of just about everything there is to discover in life: romance, learning,maturing (no kidding),  illness, friendships, betrayals, boredom, inspiration and peak moments in life whether this be related to artistry, love, profession... most of all, one's faith....Finding God... really finding Him.


It's not so much that we have never known or experienced the LORD in our life -- it refers more to the realization that God is Head-over-heels in love with man..with us...with you and me..and that there's no running away from this love..and that in fact in a way...there's no peace.. not UNTIL WE GIVE IN AND GIVE A POSITIVE RESPONSE TO THE LOVE GOD LAVISHES ON US..
It's a love that can kill..Yes...Kills sin in our system.. there is no other weapon against sin..only the love of GOD , recieving and being healed and transformed by this love makes us develop a spiritual radar that helps us recognize sin in all its forms, and grows in us an automatic abhorrence for it. 

Bad news : it don't grow overnight.
Good News : It Will Grow. Just stick it out with JESUS.



When we reach this crossroad..and it need not be dramatic, with the sky turning orange and we getting blinded by the actual sight of GOD --- for all we know , it could happen during  a simple walk in the park.. or as we put our child to sleep... it could happen during prayer ( with others present or just ourself in deep reverie).. perhaps when  we are reading the bible, attending a seminar and suddenly..the Truth of how God loves us hits us more than a ton of bricks... like lightning inside our heart is the best way I can put it.


This love.. the knowledge that it exists and is ours for the claiming or rejecting changes the ballgame of life.
Later on , we find out this love is tied up to the Coming of the Son, Our Saviour Jesus Christ.

And all the more we are required to face up to it.

Reaching my crossroad in my early 20's made Life ..this earthly journey..a Great Challenge. I could not be in any part of the globe.. could not be doing anything whether it was bargaining for the price of milkfish in the wet market or having a heated argument with my son... could not go thru the pangs of illness or heartbreak nor enjoy any success or triumph in life without acknowledging the Presence of God..and how His love ties up all the pieces of my life.


Sometimes , we tire.. call it total burn-out..not just spiritual but as we exhaust all our energies giving our very best... trying to Inject Sense into every minute we exist.. it is not improbable that we are tempted to throw the towel... no we donot die..but we lamely say..."God,please let me be. Stop loving me.. I refuse to change -- it's futile..., I refuse to surrender totally to Your Will..and I really would just like to live a regular life."
 "Regular" meaning -- to be independent of God's Will and Commands.



Well..watching warrior movies ..three in a row snaps me out of my foolishness...Warriors fight till the very end..and even if they die physically..theirs is still the sweet triumph of fighting and remaining loyal to the Cause they have chosen to fight and die for.


So hang in there... let's pray for each other, I am sharing a video of a blind man singing at one MRT terminal..he sure brought me back to my senses..I was much to blest by his presence and the gift of his music and his warrior stance.


Blind and Beautiful http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwc7Aarcb9M

A Smile on Your Face http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xs-V0quzfqk


2Timothy 4:7

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.


Heb 12:1-2
1 Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance, and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,
2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.



God bless you......................................ta mye